This is a remarkable and shocking story – a woman goes to a zoo and tries to deal with her feelings regarding a relationship by imagining committing violence to the animals. When she commits an actual violent act on one of them, it is ineffectual and useless. The psychological depths this story reaches are remarkable – the central character is nameless and no reference is made to why she is in the state she’s in, just that it might be to do with a man. There is a sense of disembodiment – as though she only exists as an emotional state – when she goes on a rollercoaster she feels the material force of gravity making her dance and forcing her to adopt the physical attitudes of happiness. The animals (all wonderfully described) seem to her to be free of the burdens of love and emotional connection (at one point she feels she is in the cage while the animals are free). When she drops her purse the scattered contents reveal to the world all her anxieties “the pettiness of a private life of precautions”. Lispector’s collected stories are full of treasures, often more accessible to the reader than her sometimes more impenetrable novels.
First published in the collection Laços de família, Francisco Alves Editora, 1960, translated as Family Ties, University of Texas Press, 1984, and available to read in Clarice Lispector Complete Stories, Penguin Modern Classics, 2015, it can also be read online here