Two self-imposed rules: no writer I have published with CBe; and no Chekhov, no Isaac Babel, no Alice Munro, no certain others who I’d like to believe can be taken as read (and re- and re-read). I sincerely believe that Mavis Gallant belongs in the latter gang, and she is here only because she seems to have a cult rather than a wide following. ‘The Ice Wagon Going Down the Street’ is one of her best-known stories; but really, there are no duds.
No, begin at the beginning: Peter lost Agnes. Agnes says to herself somewhere, Peter is lost.
But that’s the end, the final sentences. This is the beginning:
Now that they are out of world affairs and back where they started, Peter Frazier’s wife says, ‘Everybody did well in the international thing except us.’
‘You have to be crooked,’ he tells her.
‘Or smart. Pity we weren’t.’
But no, the real beginning is at the top of the page, the words of the title, the ice wagon going down the street. “When I was a kid I would get up in the summer before the others, and I’d see the ice wagon going down the street.” That’s Agnes speaking. The street was in Saskatchewan. Agnes’s family was not rich. Agnes is Peter’s boss in the office in Geneva, a girl, twenty-three at most. “The people he worked with had told him a Scandinavian girl was arriving, and he had expected a stunner. Agnes was a mole: She was small and brown, and round-shouldered as if she had always carried parcels or younger children in her arms.” Peter is afraid: “He saw the ambition, the terror, the dry pride. She was the true heir of the men from Scotland; she was at the start. She had been sent to tell him, ‘You can begin, but not begin again.’”
Agnes, who never drinks, gets drunk at a party and tells Peter about the ice wagon while, under orders from the hostess of the party, he is escorting her home. And while Peter’s wife, Sheilah, back at the party, is starting an affair with a man who will get the Fraziers out of Geneva and onto “the Oriental tour that should have made their fortune”. They reach Agnes’s apartment: “The room was neat and belonged to no one.” She showers and puts on a dressing gown and rubs her cheek on his shoulder. “He thought, This is how disasters happen.” Nothing happens. He goes home.
But something has happened, something that will have Peter still wondering, years later, “what they were doing over there in Geneva – not Sheilah and Peter, Agnes and Peter. It is almost as if they had once run away together, silly as children, irresponsible as lovers.” Something to do with the ice wagon – which he imagines seeing in the place of Agnes, and “the weak prairie trees and the shadows on the sidewalk”. He could take that morning that belongs to Agnes for himself, if he wanted, “but what can Peter do with the start of a summer day? Sheilah is here, it is a true Sunday morning, with its dimness and headache …” Peter has always been lost.
First published in The New Yorker, 1963, and available online to subscribers; variously collected, including in Paris Stories, NYRB, 2002, and Collected Stories, Everyman, 2016